I think I emo or wad la.. today i feel so alone. went to sch alone, walk back home alone. HAHA.. but i chose to be tt way anyway. I know my friends love me de. :))) i'm Beginning to feel that having a relationship in the same sch sure change a person a lot.

To digress a little, I recall last time during my sec 2 days, I am together with this guy( whom my gfs knows him as well; we r classmates) then sticky in class/recess time/after sch. ( he sticky to me, not i sticky to him) Slowly, most of my gf brand me as 'zhong ser qing you' (eh.. meaning chooses relationship over friendship). waa.. that point in time can consider one of my lowest. Feeling damn sad n depress. That's y i noe tt friendship is very impt to me no matter wad. I always treasure and appreciate them.

Back to the topic, I can state a lot of examples of 'zhong ser qing you' used-to-be-friends ppl around me. It kind of saddens me a lot. Wad happen to the bond we used to share? wad happen to happy times we had WHEN U R SINGLE?? I need to convince myself tt frens come n go anyway, one true ones will stay. sigh~~~ I think only lulu n kian is not e 'zhong ser qing you' type that I have seen so far. Zhi Jun is not tt type too la. just tt.. haha.. dun wanna say here.. oops. peace peace.

Today me n ken were so bored tt we went to explore the sch and I show him our floorball infamous cheat-the-vending-machine trick. hoho.. not onli I'm successfully cheated the machine, we still earn extra $0.50 la!! shiok! Ken was so amaze that he say he wanna quit sch n earn money frm cheating the vending machine. HAHA.. idiot him.

I'm so broke this month. Just bcuz of that 2 weddings that I had spent a bomb on it. ARGH!! now I'm having the hoping-not-to-find-any-identical-dress syndrome la!!! faint! damn worried!







i want the ppl around me to be happy. love duck too!! muacks!