Everyone keep asking me why I suddenly wanna change my url.. Get rid of Jos's stalker?? Couldn't realli care less abt him anyway. The reason is that I sort of wanna cut off all connection that might link to him. We had a huge fight, so big tt it hurts pretty bad, my parents nv see me cry like this for so long, i shouted at him so loudly that my kapo neighbour heard it and gossip to her collegue who is his aunt who spread it to his mum. The power of the words of mouth. Anyway, everythg is fine and sort of back to normal now. He apologise and I guess that incident pretty much scare him a lot. Thank god Jan's with me.. Both of us shares similar personality that we understand how it feels like this. She made me realise that when I say that I wanna break up, its always hard bcuz I just dun wanna give up this relationship just yet no matter how bad it has become. Then I ask her, when then, will I know I can end this relationship once and for all instead of breakin up and getting back together within weeks? She replied saying that if its realli ending for good, deep down, you will surely know that there is no turning back no matter what.. hmmm.. true true... I love him so much that I cant image my future w/o him.. exaggerating? mushy? sadly, its nothing but the truth. :)

Bcuz of that incident, I sort of shouted back at my coach rudely on monday's training. Sorry, I know I shouldnt have done tt. hai~~ Thanks jo for telling me off. Dun blame u la!! love u so much how can blame u!! hahaha.. remember to remind me if I sounded any BF (bitch Fit) in the future k?? hehehe. I know that ADROITS can kick some ass when they want to!!! So let those freakin polys n ITE have a piece of us in the upcoming competition k? YES WE CAN!!!