Work today for imf which obviously havent started.. Fuji Xerox r just super kiasu, so everyone just sit ard there, make ourselves some notebook to bring home, make coffe/tea to drink, chitchat n eat pringles all day.. SHIOK.. haha.. k la.. not shiok la, quite boring though. Onli the last 10 min of my shift then they say they needa to fold some paper, so a grp of us sits ard e table n start folding.. it kinda reminds me of some handicap workiers la.. cuz we wore e imf shirt which is plain freaking ugly n start doing simple jobs , like retard.
It wasnt as bad as i tot it wld be cuz i noe i wld not be knowing anyone in tt particular shift la.. lil did i expect to c winda there n e ppl there were nice lor.. there is this 32 yrs old 'collegue' treated e 10 of us lunch la.. wow.. so generous of him sia..
hmm.. Fuji Xerox machines are realli cool.. when i'm rich, i shall get one for my dad's company.. muahahha..
However I know tt i started out my day @ suntec anti-social as ever la.. Maybe bcuz of ytd tt's y i barely smile.. when i smile, i feel tt my face is cracking... hai.. ytd ytd ytd.........
complacent? over-confident?plain lazy?? or wad??
it seriously sucks to e CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i did not run as hard enough, i did not push myself, i did not support my mates, i did not even try to attack (defend all e way), i left jo stranded alone 1 vs 1 scenerio................... fuck fuck fuck fuck....... sorry sher cuz i tink i let her down, she tries so hard. sorry mates , tt 2 goals can be prevented if it wasnt for me... Most imptly, i let myself down... FUCK.. feeling freakin lousy. hai.. i seriously cant imagine what will adroits be like when this batch of yr 3 grad..
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Gonna have BBQ at my place on fri.. i dun even noe y did i even suggest it in e first place sia.. me being e organiser means i will confirm chop chop have to do extra work, fork out extra money where ppl happy happy come n eat ready food n happy happy wipe their ass n leave just like tt. leaving me with all e rubbish to clear, stuff to wash.. ARGH!! me n my bad mouth.. k la, not tt i'm a miser la, but sometimes ppl can be unappreciative n dun even bother to come on time or even help out some stuff la.. sickening.. hope everythg will turn out great this fri..
CAnt believe Steve Irwin die!!!!!! omg.. kinda shock me, i always have been into tt kinda 'animal planet' shows la. so naturally was sort of into his show's as well.. kinda like bruce lee?? sudden death. Some animals frm Australian outback in Spore Zoo r frm his 'Steve Irwin Zoo' can.. hai... sad. CAn u imagine e ppl u r close to died bcuz of accidental death???? I seriously cant imagine. e pain is..... its gonna hurt so bad man... tt's y we must treasure everyone ard us in live life to e fullest.. Never take ppl for granted n always be appreciative n grateful.. I love u!! pray
i need a haircut real bad.....