watch lake house ytd, I feel tt its very beautiful... sigh~~ though very fictitious but it makes ppl wanna believe tt love has no boundaries(in reality, there is..) Sweet like hell esp e part where sandra bullocks says she misses the trees at the lakehouse n keanu reeves went to plant one outside her apartment..
Sometimes i hope tt he is not tt generous at ALL time.. SO generous till he can go all e way out to get a latte for a 'childhood' FEMALE fren at a v last min while he cant drag himself up from slumber to fetch me frm clubbing late at night.. wtf
we have been going on for 2 bloody yrs n how come i din even noe tt this Acena 'childhood' fren exits till now.
i noe there is nth on going btw them la but i cant help feeling a hint of jealousy.. he is too generous in nature..
generous till he wun say a word when i go out with frens n will not be meeting him for like 3 days straight in a row..
generous till he says Ok to club everytime i wanna go.
generous till he encourage me to work on hours (6 to 12 am) tt we can hardly meet even on days like weekends..
generous till frens ask him to go where he oso on..
SOunds like a perfect n understanding bf? Say me petty, but i feel tt he shd at least be a little selfish, like say "work ar? can dun wan anot.. " CAn he act like he will miss me n nv meet me will die tt kind ? Everytime oso lidat.. make me feel unimportant..
SUCKS LA!!!! maybe i shd learn to be like jan, somebody wear her bike helmet of her bf's she demand him to get her a new one. Somebody sits on e front passenger car seat of her bf's car she will go berserk n go hopping mad. Bf sent fren's gf home she wanna demand break liao.. Unreasonable? Selfish? Crazy? Control freak?? agreed. but at least she makes her point clear so tt her bf know's where not to step over tt line. ha ha ha..
more pictures to come.. hai... F!! now my brother wanna fight with me for the showers! F La! he bathe like a girl can!! dun understand how a guy can bathe for 45 min sia!!!! stuuuuuuuupid
''''court trainin tml, no mood to go... kaoz