Retail therapy with evan in town just now onli numb me for a while.. Surprisingly it does not seems effective when I needed it most... though it is one costly remedy, spent over 100 but i love it...
Had lunch with dearest jan... We were buddies in sec sch. The irony thg is during our yr 1s, we hardly contacted each other n drifted apart.. I always have this impression tt she is not e same Janice as i know since sec 1 anymore.. haha... But now? tink our block r like nxt to each other, thus, having lunch together occasionally. I tot I wun talk abt it to anyone, din realise tt having a 45 min lunch with her is so fulfilling... Realli fortunate to have her in moi sch... Guess no one knows n understand my situation better other than her... Just like old times.
Tommorow will be an amazing race for me la... need to be in sch by 9am to go for this World Banking event interview.. fuck la, regretted signing up.. then need to rush home to hand my dog to e groomer, finish up RJ n Quiz then rush off back to sch for training aka beep test.. sian ar... hai~~ Wish me luck for e interview n my beep test!
He still dun get it, I still dunno what I want................... will i be able to let it go just lidat?