arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... i sooooo messed up right now...
- having to help his mum tend her new shop at yck with my free time. which is like, majority of my time aft sch cuz she just started her new trade n know nuts abt english or her product la..
- Since she is still unsure abt her products, i decided to do up a scrap book for her containin all the pictures of her product n their description in Chinese.. Part one almost done.. Part 2 haben do sia.... need to pass to her asap otherwise she is hopeless. hai~
- Yet to revise my database UT this coming fri!!!! argh!!!!!!! jia lat.. realli die
- going on a budget right now to save up for my hk trip in june
- Mum's bday,DAd's 50 yr old bday, his mum bday, evan bday, steph 3 day celebration with her........ everythg spells M-O-N-E-Y.. sianz...
- people just dun take initiative... tmd.. its all abt commitments n priority sia... planing someones bday is a tough job, needless to say to plan for 3 days sia.. not tt i'm complainin la cuz i love her a lot, but e thg is ppl just sit back n relac relac, thinking tt they r damn freakin bz with wadever stuff, not being able to prioritize. I gonna miss trg on thurs this week n i dun feel like missing nxt week. But nxt thurs is e onli day tt e REST OF THE BZ ppl r free.. looks like i gonna miss nxt week oso.. ok, maybe ppl dun sense the importance o f floorball training to me ( with so much politics n attitude going... sigh~).. but w t heck.. And oso....... hai... argh!!!!!!!! so many thgs running through my head right now.. so many emotions.. mostly du-lans emotion.. FUCK SIA!!! How can I bear to sit back not do anythg? ITS HER BDAY N NO ONE IS FREE!!! TMD!! i need to plan on coming thurs which is her actual bday the programme other than eating n walking ard shop shop c c... like so boring sia.. i wanna make e day fulfilling for her.. but wad can i do with limit money... fuck sey.. sun and nxt thurs going out with her oso, dunno where to go too. crap... I noe if possible, my friends will defintely wanna spent time to celebrate with her.. but due to limitations, cant.. k la.. understandable but not forgivable.. muahaha
- Same case goes for evan's bday,we just bought her a present n tt's it although she hinting until dunno wad tt she wanna a cake... i keep asking them when r they celebrating but no one give me an answer.. drag until now ... e point here is ppl make time n effort n money to celebrate ur bday, but when theirs arrive,u did not make time to did sumthg in return to celebrate her day...
- Yet to do RJ n quiz... now damn tired, eyes half open, luckily closed tml midnight.. e onli problem is whether i cajn rmbr anot..
- Anyway, i gonna have driving tml morning at 835.. means i need to wake up ard 6 plus... argh! n i am gonna spent my time at his mum shop to help aft tt i will be going to trainin at TSH @ 6. sianz....
- DIgress a little, today i saw a hot.. i mean seriously HOT guy ard 20 plus with a 40 plus yr old man in his mum shop buying stuff. then older fatter uglier guy(who can c a bit gay gay liao) put e stuff tt he bought into e hot young guy's backpack.. conclusion... GAYs!!! such a pity.... i wonder whether e hot guy is paid to be his companion.. heehee... love is blind?? eeeee.. *hair stand*
- leaving my stuff to do unfinish.. neeeeed toooo slp..... zzzzzzZZZ